8-4-07 – Eve… my view on who’s got a right to dog a 50+ year fronter

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First of all, Sharon’s one of the originals.  literally one of the originals.  been here since body age 3.  And she’s the last of the surviving “moms”.  They was the ones that mostly did the raising of the girls and who had the career and shit.  Sue (host), Susan, and Sharon. 

Sue and Susan are still around, but they rarely take the front.  they was both casualties of the last near-death and time period after it which was real traumatic. 

When Sue takes the front, she’s always confused and generally stays quiet or tries to get a hug from whoever might happen to be around or tries to ask questions and figure out what’s going on without being obvious.  Susan pops up on rare times to take care of something big real fast and then its like ok that’s all she can do.  Mostly they both just sit in their rooms blank.  In fact, thats what most them Colony chics and kids do. 

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The Colony is that system people here call the originals cause of the block that was put up that kept most of us trapped in the Pit world for like 30 body years.  that happened in that time of the breakdown and months IP at 17 when we was first diagnosed mult. 

anyway what happened then was them Most Highs took a few people from each system and made one fronting system, and took the rest of us and trapped us beneath this damn block.  and we stayed trapped for all them years, living our own lives, til Drew was brought to the front like a year or something after the last near-death when we’d lost like almost all our fronters and had new people at the front and was having trouble. 

Him, Amy, and Lisa all was thrown to the front and made to be fronters close to the same time.  Much like what’s happened to several of us here in this near-death time.   Thats one of the parallels between that near-death time and this one – almost all new fronters.  Drew dont front no more.  Lisa neither.  Amy does.  Drake tries, but he blames himself for like everything, and I mean every thing, and there’s people who are happy to help him blame himself for everything.  and we’re oh so grateful to have them around.  yeah, i’m being sarcastic again.

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Anyway my point is when whatever system’s had one single person who’s fronted for 50+ years!  Hell I’ll bend and say just 40.  And, like sharon’s been kinda fucked a lot for the last 2-3 years, I’ll even give them a year or 2 to’ve been fucked too.  But any system who’s got one of them to produce can dog sharon.  anybody else can shut the fuck up. 

Eve

8-3-07 – Gypsy… Oh!

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Oh i think he suspected it!  i think thats why he refused to respond/read the latest acct he was demanded to use cause he didnt think it was her